Hear me out...

Time:	12:08 pm.
Mood:	happy.
Music:	Ink by Finch.

School is almost over. We had finals today. The senior prank this year was to put oil in all the hallways so we couldn't walk around the hallways till like 10. So we couldn't start our finals and we only got to take one today. Now we have to go to school on Thursday OUR DAY OFF!!!! to take our last final...how gay?? Anyway...after school me, Talia, Ash, Lisa, Angele and Tara went to the diner for lunch. It was a lot of fun. Talia thought that my reflection in the mirror was some lady int he corner looking at us...what a loser!! haha. Lisa found a mushroom in her PANCAKES!!!!! how gross?? haha i love those girls haha.

I can't wait for school to be over..this week is dragging!!!

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Subject:	oh man!!
Time:	7:49 am.
Mood:	happy.
Music:	These Lights by The Forecast.

wow...I haven't updated this thing in so long. I actually forgot about it haha. anyway things have been pretty good. School is getting out soon which is awesome. This weekend was pretty fun. I went to see Symmetry Breaking with Stephy..that was fun like always haha. I love those guys. Sunday we went to see BedLight which was a lot of fun. We met up with Steve and Tom...I haven't seen Tom in months!! The BedLight boys leave for their full US tour on sunday...they will be gone the whole month of June. I'm very excited for them!! Ok well I guess thats all...kinda lame haha.

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Time:	11:09 am.
Music:	Trash Flavored Trash by The Blood Brothers.

wow...its been a month since i've updated this thing. a lot has been going on! it was my birthday...i am now 17!!! haha i had a party with a few of my really good friends. it was a lot of fun. BedLight leaves to go record soon so thats pretty awesome!!! and they were in this months AP magazine again...this time with a write up and a picture and stuff. it was pretty amazing. The Animit has changed their name and they are now SYMMETRY BREAKING so everyone should go check them out at www.symmetrybreaking.com or at www.myspace.com/symmetrybreaking join their mailing list and add them as a friend!!!! :-) haha anyway i saw them last night and it was amazing. it was a battle of the bands and they are moving on to the finals!!! yay!! haha alright i guess thats all..ill try to remember about this thing and update it more!!

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Time:	5:04 am.
Mood:	happy.

wow i haven't updated this thing in a really long time. a lot has been going on. last friday was the last bedlight show for awhile. they are taking a break to get their cd done and then they are going on tour. it was pretty upsetting. Christian came over for dinner again last sunday with Vanessa. it was fun but Christian was sick...and now i'm sick haha. i stayed home from school on tuesday and wed. with a fever and stuff. it was pretty bad. but its a start of a new semester so i didn't really miss that much. last night i went to see The Animit @ Porky's. it was so amazing. i love that place so much. they played with Archon and PT Grimm. Archon was amazing yet again. PT Grimm was insane. and The Animit...well of course they were amazing. it was good to see them...its been awhile. Lauren, Brians girlfriend, is moving to Maryland though on the 22nd. that was pretty upsetting. but she said she would keep in touch and stuff and that she will come up and visit and go to shows and stuff...so thats pretty cool. it was a fun night. tonight i might go see John Connor but i'm not to sure yet. alright i guess thats all...ill update later...hopefully more often. bye!

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Time:	9:22 am.
Mood:	happy.

well the weekend was pretty good. friday after school i hung out with Ash and later that night we drove 2 hours down to Belmar to this cafe place to see Bedlight acoustic. it was a lot of fun...for once it was an actual cafe. the art work was amazing too. Bedlight was the only band that played so it didn't really last long but we hung out for a little bit after. when we were leaving i went to get chia tea for the ride home and i ended up crying like crazy because of how im not going to see Christian when he leaves and all that crap...it was a mess. to make me feel better some guy read me a poem about jerking off...it was pretty funny. on the way home i ended up spilling my chia all over myself...not fun haha. saturday i spent some of the day with Ash and then i went to the mall and spent some money on cds and stuff. sunday Christian and Vanessa came over for dinner. it was fun. we watched Napoleon Dynamite because that movie is amazing haha. yesterday in school was boring..nothing fun happened. today my research paper for history was due..im glad both of my papers r over with now. ok well i have to get ready to go out..later!

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Time:	3:04 pm.
Mood:	okay.

well..its 2005!! thats crazy...2004 went by so fast. it was a great year and at the same time a horrible year. i met some amazing new people this year though. Saturday i went to see My Chemical Romance with Lex. we met a bunch of people there. it was an amazing way to start the new year. Royden, Drive By, Midtown, and Fred from Taking Back Sunday were there also. Royden was really good. i didn't like Drive By that much. Midtown was a surprise and they were amazing. Fred was really good..he did this acoustic thing and everyone was talking. i felt really bad. My Chemical Romance was sooooooo AMAZING!!!! i had so much fun. yesterday was the rist day back to school since break. it was good to see everyone but i didn't really feel like going back. today i didn't go to school haha. alright ill update later...bye!

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Time:

4:38 pm.

well Bedlight did it!!! they r signed with trustkill and now they r in AP Magazine!! i got mine in the mail today so i scanned it for Christian. i figured i would put it on here too so everyone can see!!! :-P i'm sooooo happy for them but at the same time it just feel so unreal. its really amazing. they deserve it so much!!!

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Time:	11:14 am.
Mood:	sick.
Music:	A Mess To Be Made by The Format.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!!!! its finally winter break! haha. thursday we had a half day and i spent the afternoon with Lex and her mom. we went to lunch and laughed and it was fun haha. later that night i went to the mall for a few things before christmas. friday was Christmas Eve and Ream's 16th birthday!!!! so she came over and had Christmas Eve with us. then Christmas Day Ream came back over and had Christmas with us because she doesn't celebrate it. It was fun. later that night we watched Napoleon Dynamite...funny funny movie!! haha. sunday i chilled with Ream for a little bit and then she left and i watched Napoleon Dynamite again haha and a few episodes of The O.C....best show ever!!! today Steph is coming over for a bit...that should be fun. im getting sick again!! i just got over a cold and now i have another one :-( it sucks. im going to see My Chemical Romance on New Years day with Lex and some other people...i can't wait!!!! i gotta finish getting ready before Steph comes so i'll update later!

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Time:	4:17 pm.
Mood:	okay.
Music:	Take Our Cars Now by Saves The Day.

soo things r going pretty good! Christmas is coming up. im pretty excited but it doesn't really feel like christmas. i think its because there isn't any snow yet! maybe this week will feel more like christmas. anyway...last night me Steph Ream and Lex went to see Bedlight and The Escape Engine. we met Steve Tom and Jay there. Bedlight was amazing like always!!! they had people recording them and everything..it was really cool. im really going to miss those guys when they leave. i love them so much. it was really sad last night actually...talking to them about how they r leaving soon and everything. anyway...on a lighter note. The Escape Engine was amazing! it was really good to see them. i haven't seen them since warped tour. they played some new songs and they were very good. im excited for the new cd. alright thats all i guess. ill update later!!!!

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Time:	3:42 pm.
Mood:	okay.
Music:	Pathetic Justice by Codeseven.

its been awhile! this week and last week have been pretty good. we had a 4 day weekend for thanksgiving. last wednesday night me and Lex went to go see The Animit @ Hamilton St. it was awesome and Lex is like so in love with them now haha. they were amazing. i had a chance to win My Chemical Romance tickets that night but the guy couldn't get them so he got Senses Fail tickets instead...so we left lol. last thursday was Thanksgiving and i had so much to be thankful for. my amazing friends..my mom..and all the amazing people that i have met this year. ((mostly the bedlight guys...the chasing monroe boys...and the animit guys)) last friday i went to the Rex Plex to see Bedlight, The Break, Codeseven, Hawthorne Heights, and A Static Lullaby. it was a lot of fun. Bedlight was amazing as always. The Break was pretty good. Codeseven was amazing and the lead singer is one of the nicest people i've met. Hawthorne Heights wasn't that great...but i don't really like them. and A Static Lullaby was insane!!!! i love them so much. sunday i went to see Scatter The Ashes @ Bloomfield Ave...that was fun. monday i ended up staying home because i didn't feel all that great plus i just wanted to stay home haha. i didn't really do much. this week has been pretty good also. on sunday im going to NYC with Steph to see Bedlight...should be a lot of fun. alright i guess thats it. the O.C. is on tonight...im excited about that haha. bye!

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Time:	9:31 pm.
Mood:	blank.
Music:	Daisy by The Animit.

so things r going good. on friday i went to new york to see The Animit. it was great! i haven't seen those guys since june. i forgot how amazing they really were. they played a new song and it was amazing!!! the rest of the bands there weren't all that great. the place was pretty cool though. on saturday i watched The Passions of the Christ. i can't even explain that movie. it was a great movie but it was so sad. right now im just don't some extra credit poem thing for history. just thought i would update real quick.

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Time:	10:11 pm.
Mood:	calm.
Music:	At Your Funeral by Saves The Day.

WOW!!!! it has been a REALLY long time since i have updated this thing. its been like a month!!!!! thats crazy! not much has really been going on haha. ive been spending most of my time going to BedLight shows and Chasing Monroe shows haha. this week we had midterms and now i have the rest of the week off. its pretty nice. a good 4 day weekend sounds really awesome haha. on friday i might be going to see THE ANIMIT hopefully. i haven't seen them since june because they NEVER play all ages shows anymore. but hopefully ill be going on friday!!!!! ok well i guess thats it haha. im gunna update this more now haha i promise! later!

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Time:	12:36 pm.
Mood:	okay.
Music:	Random Celebration by A Small Victory.

wow...i haven't updated this thing in a really long time. i actually forgot about it. not much as really happened though. Ash is back in school which is awesome!!! im sooo happy about that..it feels so right to have her back. i got The Used's new cd. it isn't all that great. its not really them. i like it a lot but its not The Used @ all. their first cd is def. a million times better. but oh well. last friday i went to the football game because i wanted to see Roman but never did. i saw him but i never went to say hello because he was with people and i didn't want to feel weird. last saturday was Lex's sweet 16 party thing. it was a lot of fun. it was a bunch of people that i don't normally hang out with. but they were fun and i had a blast. thursday i went to a BEDLIGHT show and A Small Victory was there. it was a lot of fun. BEDLIGHT was amazing like always. A Small Victory was amazing also. after they played we spent most of the night hanging out with the lead singer((Reppard/Mark)) haha. he was so cool. he was telling us warped tour stories and he was just so awesome. yesterday i didn't go to school. i decided i wanted a 4 day weekend since we don't have school on monday. so i chilled around the house for a bit and after school got out Steph came over. we went out and did a bunch of things and then headed to Bound Brook for another BEDLIGHT show haha. the rest of the bands last night weren't that great. but BEDLIGHT was AMAZING!!!!!!!! omg it was insane. after going to so many shows its so cool to see how much the crowd has grown. i love those boys and they r def. going to be something someday ((hopefully soon)) haha. yeah..ill update later.

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Time:	5:24 pm.
Mood:	happy.
Music:	Wake Me Up When September Ends by Green Day.

well...Friday after school Ream and Steph came over. we chilled and had fun haha. i was a little too hyper haha. anyway...we went to see Chasing Monroe friday night at Hamiltion St. Cafe. it was soooooo good to see the guys. i haven't seen them since July...thats a long time haha. it was a lot of fun. Scatter the Ashes was amazing and the lead singer was sooooooo hot. he was really nice to. i got their cd because they were amazing. Chasing Monroe was amazing also. it was weird being @ a show and not having the Bedlight goes there though. but it was all good and i had fun. i was really tried though and on the way home i feel asleep. we dropped Steph off and Ream slept over. we started watching I Know What You Did Last Summer but we fell asleep within like the first half hour of the movie haha. we chilled for a little bit on saturday and yea thats about it. today Amanda left for the Army. she was actually supposed to leave last tuesday but some stuff happened and everything got pushed back. but shes gone now. i don't really know how i feel about that. i thought i was going to be pretty happy about it because all the drama would be gone but now that its actually happened im a little upset. i don't know. anyway...she said she was going to write to me and everything so that will be cool. she will be back sometime in feb...hopefully in time for my birthday haha. she comes back before that though for Christmas so that is cool. Ash comes home this week..monday or tuesday or something. im really excited about that. its going to be awesome to have her in school again and be able to have lunch with her and hang out with her and everything. everyone is really happy about that. The Used's new cd comes out on tuesday!!!!!! i am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO excited for that. ive heard 3 of the songs on it and it sounds SOOOOOOOOOO awesome!!! i don't think its going to be able to top their first cd though. ok..i guess thats it...later!!

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Time:	7:09 pm.
Mood:	sick.
Music:	Sell My Old Clothes, I'm Off To Heaven by Saves The Day.

today was pretty good. school was ok. this week is going by really slow though...maybe its because im sick lol. anyway...after school today Alexis came over and we chilled for a bit. talked about some things...listened to music...same old same old haha. its really nice having her live right next to me...its going to suck when her house is ready. but @ least her dad will still be living here lol. well...tomorrow me Ream and Steph r going to see Chasing Monroe for the first time in months!!!!! it should be a lot of fun...im really excited!!! The Used's new cd comes out on tuesday...im pretty excited for that also haha. other then that nothing new is happening...ill update sometime soon...bye!!!

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Subject:	YAY!!!!
Time:	6:17 pm.
Mood:	excited.
Music:	The Promise by BedLIGHT For BlueEYES.

well...it seems like Ash has told everyone so i can finally put it in here. ASH IS COMING HOME FOR GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im soooooo excited..this is sooooooo awesome!!! we talked about it saturday and then she went to her moms and saturday night she called me..and its official!!!!!! shes coming back!!!! yay!!!!

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Time:	5:45 pm.
Mood:	happy.
Music:	Hold by Saves The Day.

well the past couple days have been pretty good. Thursday Ash came to visit our school because her school was off Thursday and Friday. it was really cool to have her like back in the school for a day. we walked around in the morning and she came to see me during first and second block. then we all had lunch together...by all i mean me, Ash, Talia, Steph, Erin, Lisa, and Dianna. it was really awesome. it just felt so right. this school year has felt so weird and Thursday was the only day that really felt right lol...if that makes any sense. anyway..yesterday was Friday and school was ok. after school mom picked me up..we took Lex home too because i just wanted to haha. anyway...we went to get Ash and then we went to walmart to pick up film and things. after that we dropped Lex off @ her house and went back to my house. i chilled with Ash for a bit and then we headed off to the BedLIGHT For BlueEYES and Spitalfield show @ the Rex Plex in Elizabeth. that place was really awesome!!!! we stood outside for awhile waiting for Christian but he was never showing up so we just went in. there were 2 stages the first stage got backed up a little bit so they ended up going on later but the second stage went on @ the same time...this caused a problem. BedLIGHT was going to be playing the same time as Spitalfield. i see BedLIGHT all the time so i really wanted to go see Spitalfield. me and Ash watched 2 BedLIGHT songs and then went upstairs for Spitalfield. the BedLIGHT crowd was sooooooooooo AMAZING!!!!!!! they were all going crazy...it was great!!!! Spitalfield was insane...i got kicked in the head though haha..it hurt. it was really good to see them again. we got to talk to them again and it was really cool. after that we chilled outside forever talking with the BedLIGHT guys and it started raining...so we got in the car and went home. Ash went to her moms house around like 2:30ish? lol i don't know..and yea..now im just here chillin. im going to stop though this is WAY too long!!!!! later!!

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Time:	11:09 am.
Mood:	sleepy.
Music:	To My Better Angel by Northstar.

well school is going ok. i don't really like the new teachers though. my lit teacher is crazy!!! lol. my weekend was really good though. friday we went to pick up ASHLEY!!!! omg it was soo good to see her. she showed me where she lives with her grandpa...its sooooo cute lol. we got home around 8 something. we had a lot of fun. she went home ((well...to her moms)) saturday around 3:30sh. i miss her so much. ill see her next friday though...BEDLIGHT FOR BLUEEYES is having a show with SPITALFIELD!!!! w00t!!!! im so excited. anyway..last night BEDLIGHT had an acoustic show in Garfield. this guy that came on before them named Kevin Patrick was sooo good. he looked a little like Roman...it was creepy lol. BEDLIGHT was soooooooooooooo AMAZING!!!!! omg!!!!!! we didn't watch anyone else. after BEDLIGHT played we just chilled in the parking lot with Christian and Derek and talked about some stuff. it was a lot of fun though. some guy kept walking up and he had a rat on his shoulder...it was a little weird and gross lol. anyway..after the show we went to the diner like we ALWAYS do haha. i saw Tom ((no silence)) there...but we didn't say hello..oh well. thats a whole other thing that im not going to get into haha. now i just woke up and im just sitting here listening to music waiting for some cool people to talk to haha. later!!!

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